On debauchery / Sobre el libertinaje

By: Edward J Payton

"Le débauche n'a rien de frénetique, contrairement à ce qu' on croit. Elle est qu' un long sommeil." 
(A. Camus, "La Chûte").

Loved dreams from the past I sometimes lust for in loneliness, sleep happy the dream you crave for: work, wedlock, pregnancy, sex and freedom, myth or spirituality, the holy family and an obedient husband... Just for today I find the happiness that suits me. Just for today, I want my flesh to fade in beer, vodka, music, dancing bodies, sweat, nicotine, a moist habor wrapping me on my bed, only to leave forever by dawn.

Tomorrow never knows and destiny is like a blind camel...

au revoir...